Ugh… I decided to work at shorehaven over the summer because they pay great for not very difficult work. Considering i make $7.75 at my shit cleaning job which actually takes some effort, I’d say $9.50 isn’t a bad at a nice nursing home. I just hope my supervisor actually gives me hours because i need to pay rent. even though i wont even be living at my apartment over summer because I’m going to be in Ocon so often (if i get hours) and then i have two family trips planned and trip to the ocean with korey and penny. June is going to be crazy. I have it scheduled that I work the first week, have a trip with my family the next, a trip with korey’s the week after that, and then working the rest of june. Then July, I hope to work the first two weeks or so, so i can have off for my bday and our trip to the ocean. Then I plan on working the first half of August. Hopefully I’ll be making something between $360- $540 per month. But im not going to get my hopes up because i dont even know if ill get any hours. I asked for to work about 10 days every month. And i can work the 4 hour shift of the 8. So it all depends on my supervisor. So overall, I’ll be at my apartment for less than half of summer. But i need to save for rent, a trip to the ocean, and i also need some $ for penny… 

She is getting sick way too often and im really worried about her health. I feel like she’s declining rapidly. Her tumor is getting bigger and her tooth looks pretty bad. Not to mention, she’s sickly and throwing up more often than she is healthy. 

Hopefully working at shorehaven will get me enough money to pay rent with extra $ for the trip and vet bills for penny. Although idk if I’ll ever have enough to pay for cancer treatments, if that is what she has. My poor sickly pup. 

Life.